Dear you

After fighting and struggling for so long... i gave up~


My initial plan was to throw you a big surprise on 19th May, which is suppose to be our 2 year Anniversary, to win your heart back.


But

I really can't stand it anymore...
you broke your promise... went dating with guyz...
you told mi you'll most prob become his gf next month
you neglected my messages and calls
etc

I was so stupid to find thousands of excuses for you.

Until when i heard the way you spoke to him, when you told him he must be sleeping when he didn't reply after you sent him several messages... when u told him you'll call him when u get home...my heart scattered. You sound so sweet, just like when we were together.

I'm here messaging you, waiting for your replies... you're there messaging him, waiting for his replies.

I took off to accompany u to reborn your hair... you spent all your time there messaging...
I took off to accompany you to the physician and this was wat i get...

It took me loads of courage to pick up my phone... to inform i'll be collecting my clothes. But thinking back on the look on your face when u talked to him... i did it.

Was thinking maybe you'll stop me... explain a little... tell me you don't want me to go.... but you did nothing to save the situation.

So this is how you treasure me and our relationship?

i thought i found my true love in life.... but.... ~