这blog应该被大家给neglected 了。。。
过了那么久。。又回到了这里。。
明知道会伤， 会痛， 会不公平。。。
一而再，再而三地警告自己别这麽做，
最终还是忍不住地到了这里。。
非常痛，眼泪都已干了。。。。
不知道许要花多少的时间才能结束。。。
很不想这么说。。
但是，
小呆，我好想你。。

我很想你，你知道吗？听见了吗？

你在哪里?这些年来如意不如意?
还快乐?还单纯?还美丽?
时光如何对你?我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗? woo~
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你
我只想爱你我在哪里?你会不会偶尔好奇?
有没有曾经怀疑?
我说我会忘记只是种好意

Happy birthday

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~生日快乐~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

7th

My first day in my new job... so glad so many pple seem to welcome mi there so much... feel so heart warming... feeling like i'm home... :) so many new things... new pple... new challenges...

Realized the big roller of the kitchen set seem damaged... tried to fix it but end up the whole bleddy thing fell on my feet... guess that was the worse welcome gift of all... it was very tough as itz heavy... unstable... but with my wonder hands... :]

More to come tomorrow!!!

I ROCK!!

Miss you

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

6th 19/05/2010

My Dear XiaoDai~

HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! ^-^

Just one wink and two years passed... :] Thinking back... we had so so much together... when i first saw u in pub... when i first chat with u on the phone... when i first bought our anniversary rings on 19/05/08... The moment when u said "Yes"

Everything was so sweet...

I missed the time in Circle Green with you... Hong Kong... Genting... your house... my house... when i waited for u in your school... your work place... singing.. pool... everything...

I missed you alot my dear~

I've nv regretted being with you my dear... though you left me when i didn't even have the chance to bring you more happiness... I am happy and grateful you left me such beautiful memories in my life... :)

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR....

5th

Hi XiaoDai~

I was awarded into the hospital two days ago after a fight at the BAH CHOR MEE PLACE,,, so damn childish AH BENG... damn freaking attract attention..

We, 3 guyz 3 girls sitting there chatting. Behind us sat 10 guys... tattoo here and there... one look at them you know they are "nonsense".

They tepped on one of our girl and said ssshhhh. She then said " how old already so childish"... they a bit bueh song liao... but no problem... they continued chatting and their our girl heard them saying we're noisy again. And once again... she called them childish. This time round they bueh song liaoz... they slammed the table and started acting like monkeys... @!$!%$! they startrd taking up chairs. You won't believe it... your dear.. who is mi... asked them.. u take up chairss for wat.. they said "whack you la!" haha~ i said" THIS IS SINGAPORE.. YOU THINK HONG KONG ARH!"

Haha... then they "HIAN TOH" flipped table and started assaulting us.... they watched too much GU HUO ZAI SHOW already... they thought they are SAN JI and CHEN HAO NAN.
We fought for around 10 min and i think they were afraid of police arriving so they left... and you know wat? Chee Boon's head kept flowing blood... my nose kept flowing blood AND... Feng Rui WASN'T INJURED AT ALL... Chee Boon and one of the girl drove and we went to TTSH.

Chee Boon had a total 12 stitches on his head.. and back injury...
I got ehacked hard on my head whacked by something... lucky onli cut on the skin... but don't know whether got internal injury... my back ... chest and stomach got bruises and my back of shoulder got a long bruises... think was whacked y chair... muscle injury...

We asked Feng Rui wat was he doing... how come no injury... he said he was holding back 2 of the guys thatz y... Hmm... but Chee Boon and i were having a hard time with 8 other guyz! Alamak... don't know la... no right no wrong... juz felt unlucky.

Chee Boon recognized 1 of the guy from our secondary school and we're gonna give his information to the police... hopefully they will all get sent into the jail.

My Dear XiaoDai... this is what happened after u left mi... when we were together... i totally cut down my night life to the minimum... after u left mi... my night life increased tremendously and ended up such thing happen to mi... see how much you've changed my life? If we're still together now... i don't think i wil even have a single chance in admitting the hospital~.. :]

I miss the simple life we had for the past two years... it was sweet. :]
MC till the 19thMay... juz nice our 2 years Anniversary... haha.. i was so shocked when the doctor told mi that... haha~ Kenna Lamed... ^_^

Oh ya... one last one... she called mi just now and asked about my condition... but half way through she got busy.. said she'll call mi back but ended up she didn't, :] Well... wat to do... she's attached... she don't even need to do that~ :] Dear~Dear~Dear~

Hao la... shall stop here... wish mi a speedy recovery okie~ ^_^

Miss ya~