SHIOK

Finally i show him what his employee can do... he treated us as dogs... juz whack and whack.... nv expected mi to slap you right at your face right?
When i see your lost face juz now... the feeling is beyond words can describe man....
I hope you'll someday be sued by M.O.M and BYE BYE to your damn company....

I Am Getting Stronger~~~~

Recently like very power... achievements in my job is unbelievable... the way i speak to the interviewees.... i'm so amazed... =p
Pray that things will get smooth like how it is like... =)

Will fight for my love life... family and my career.... make them stronger... stronger and STRONGER....~~

JIAYOU

Oh My Dear

Finally... my dearr's birthday is over... My DEar? go clubbing? Oh no... definitely something wrong is gonna happen...
As predicted... drunk... fights... blah blah blah...

Really felt like hell to see ya that drunk... yelling....injured... Yes i have to admit i could see that you really were having fun like wat you and i wanted to... regardless wat others say about mi not being in your birthday celebration... i still let you go with them.. cos i got what you were driving at... cos those bunch of guyz will control themselves if i were there... ending up you lost the real fun... but i think i made the wrong decision.

I agreed because i think i should not stop you from enjoying during your birthday eventhough there's a high percentage of risk... and thats the way i show my love to you... just praying that nothing that bad will happen to you...

Received Reena's call... worried dead... rushed over... searched almost all the tables... finally found you... wanted to go over to check if you're fine... but i still chose to stay at a certain distance... as long as you're safe...

You danced... you drank... you seh... lied on your so call brother's shoulder.... i still chose not to appear... cos i don't wish you to have the idea that i'm trying to eye on you... trying to invade into your private life... am i right or stupid to be like that?

I just dance and dance... trying to relieve whatever kind of stress that was in me... Si Ping discovered mi... followed by your friends... walked to mi... saying you were over that side... kind of asking mi to go over but i chose to stay.

Hai~~... don't know why things are like that... like i'm just one of the secret admirer... or even worse... a rat... tou tou mo mo...Thinking back... Shouldn't be that way...

Fight happened around your area... i told Fengrui that.. "See... there seem to be a fight... hopefully itz not their table..." Hesitated for a minute... and intend to check it out... All your friends and you disappeared... My mind went blank... rushed out with Fengrui... i appeared... cos i think i did not do anything wrong in appearing...
In fact... i should have joined you guys... i hate myself when i see you injured and in that kind of drunk and out of mind manner...

If i were in the group that night... i may not stop the fight from happening... or won't be involved in it... but i will make sure that nobody will be even to be able to touch you...
No matter what happen....
If something worse happened to you that night.... i'm reallygonna hate myself and really don't know how to face myself and everyone...

My Dear... in future... i'll love you more... but i'll make sure that my love shown for you is in a right way... no matter how hard it is... or how much you hate me...

Of course i won't go to the extend like what your dad or your ex did to you... but i'll not just let you do whatever you like to do too.. Hope you'll understand that in my mind... no matter what i do to you... itz for the best that you can ever have... cos you're the one i love wholeheartedly, and eventually appreciate what i did for you.



From the bottom of my heart
Kelvin Ng Dai Dai

Happy or Sad?

Huhu!! With my own hardwork... i just got my first credit card of my life!! Damn happy when i first touch the cards... =)

Eventhough.... my D** is eyeing for my supplimentary card... i really don't wish to do anything to cause any quarrels in the family... if i sub a card for him and he over spend... what should i do? chase him for money? Have bad records with the banks?

My hardwork will therefore turn from success to failure...

I don't wanna take such risk...

Once again.. i rejected him... and he seems unhappy and pissed...

Looks like i have to be firm and independant...

And i know i can do it...

JIAYOU

=(

After listening to wat she said... and wat she wrote in her blog... i heart sunk.... not as sweet as before... is it really all about mi?



Everybody does things that may irritates each other... just whether you wanna learn to 'bao rong'. Keep nagging may cause the situation to turn worse... and not bothering at all to show that you've already given up hope... itz even worse...



it may not be just this or that... sometime in life... itz not that simple... you have to work out your brain more... to be able to get the best solution to solve things... You too have things that i couldn't stand... but i still tried different ways to overcome it...



Sometime... itz not about how a guy treat a girl before and after he won her heart... but how both of them maintain the relationship together.... Learn to accept or change each other wisely and patiently....If i'm such person... i would have left you long ago...



What i did that disappointed you was the bad habit that i had and i'm trying hard to change... itz really not easy to push myself to go to the gym alone after a day work but i still did and swimming alone in the dark swimming pool is also not fun... but i'm still doing it... and what you did that disappointed mi is the hurting words of what you always said... leaving scars in my heart.... eg. (when will my real prince charming appear?) (how good it will be if i'm not with you... i'll be so carefree).If you hear things like this from mi... i can guarantee that your heart will ache as much too.... =( I noe the life out there is fun and we're still young.. and we can enjoy like what Si ping is doing now... but u really want that kind of life? I wonder...

I really don't wish to do things that will make you nag... and u know i don't like it... so i will not do those in purpose to make you do things that i don't like to see or hear? Of course not.. I can onli feel bad... i wanted to apologise... but when u started nagging... i refused to... mutual reaction

To keep a relationship strong is really not as easy as you think my dear... Even if someone appears to be a prince charming stands in front of u... as time goes by... you will discover his weakness... you will still nag and nag... quarrel and bicker... or even worse... cos nobody is perfect... until then... you will look forward to the next prince charming....

Is your life really that unbearable and tortured? Will it really get better if u change it? *Think* Thatz what i always do to keep my mind strong...

headache and HEADACHE

Kaoz... having damn serious bad headache recently... after that bad knock on my head in my work place... went to my surgeon who had a brain tumor sugery 13 years ago.... he had a damn power injection on my head... pengz... itz killing mi man... torture... starting to kia xi.... haiz... hope the pain will fade off soon... don't wish to bring burden to myself and the people beside mi... ='( GOD BLESS MI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW

Oh my... dust and spider webs.... so long since i updated my blog... before genting trip... next genting trip coming liaoz den i update... lolz *wipe wipe*

Love you!!

GENTING TRIP

1 more week to the Genting trip with my Xiao Dai lohz...
and itz gonna be our first anniversary~ time is fast... thinking back when we first started...hmmm =)

Dear~ you gotta take good care of yourself ok... so we can enjoy every of our trips and anniversary...

HAPPY VALENTINEz

Had my first valentines with my dear...
In fact itz the first valentine i had with a someone...
We had our dinner at Brewerkz in clarke quay.... food's ok... just don't like the pasta...
We wanted to have our second plan in Party World but full loh...
Received a card and flower... all hand made by my Dear... lotz of effort put in... touched the sky...
Realli nice having her with mi in my dayz...
Looking forward to more beautiful moments in life with you dear... =)

Hate It When you Ignore

Ignoring someone is a very rude thing to de... so call "mei li mao".

So plz... do anything... but ignore... cos it does turn a person off... badly.

GOOD START OF THE YEAR

hohoho....
2nd day of interview... already have 36 packages loh.... so happy.. kinda out of expectation also... ;D actually the son onli wanted 6 or 7... and daughter around 10.... but after my skilful tactic.... the daughter went up to 20... and son went up to 10.... woo hoo.... total 30... plus yesterday 6... so 36 loh... =D I will jiayou... and look forward to a good future ahead!!!!!