Why Make Life So Difficult?????????

Hai... getting sick of this colleague...

Juz get your personnal job done la properly la... come out with so many stupid things for wat.....
backstabbing different pple behind different pple's back... jump queue for sales... go disappear when itz your turn for a lousy sales.....end up pple have to take it..and u take the good ones... blah blah blah.......

You wanna make everybody hate each other and onli love you? Fat hope and kiss the toilet bowl...
Damn misusing the brain that heaven gave you.... Sale good is good... but play tricks for wat.....
Someday... you will find out that the whole company hates you.... and you will end up leaving the company.... and i do look forward to that day... like wat someone ssid to mi... 'don't you think that without 'shit'... the whole company is actually very peaceful....
Now i finally STRONGLY agree....

no choice... have to work for money... work for my family... work for my dear... and work for my future....
For all of the above,,,,,,,,, I WILL NOT FALL UNDER YOUR HAND B*TCH....!!!

Excuse me
Too agitated...
BE HAPPY WITH LIFE :D Love you dear~ :)

JO BACK LOH!!!!!!!!!!

Finally my jojo is back from Australia.... bought so many things back man...
Seems rather fun there.... sky diving gold coast blah blah blah....

But i still think HK with my Dear is more fun... =D

Life Goes On Jo!! Go Prawning some day!!!

CHEEEERZ

Why did this happen?

I thought things can be as smoothly as can be.... never thought that it would turn out to be like that.... why can't a relationship just be that simple and harmony? Is there really a need to have either 1 party being possesive and control the relationship to last?

Some said that the girl should do that so the guy will not go wild and look for other girls....
Some said that the guy shouldn't pamper the girl so much... so the girl won't be unreasonable and 'climb over your head'.

IS THERE REALLY A NEED FOR THESE THEORY TO EXIST?

Just wanna have a harmonious relatioship... being nice to each other... respecting each other in the right way... not showing care in the negative manner... can't that happen? Is there anything wrong in showing care in your partner? Why must it be hidden?

Hope my dear and i will be able to live in harmony... not full of unneccessary doubts....
i believe that a relationship will last even longer... even if there isn't quarrels and domination.

Bye Jo

Omg... can't believe i juz sent my sis jo to the airport to Australia... so shiok....
Hope she'll have her gretest experience there and be back with lotz of gifts... =p

I LOVE HONG KONG

Tell you a secret... Hong Kong is a cool place to go to!!

Ocean Park... where all the thrilling and exciting rides are at...

Disney Land... where you will enter a magical journey with the cartoon characters of Disney..

The Peak... where all the 'wax statue' of famous people are at.... 3 words to describe... "HOU SAI LEI"

Ladies Street and Temple street... idea of Bugis Village... all the pnee pnee qni qni things are at... smelly tofu... puke!!! Smell Like Dog Shit... BUT.... TASTE LIKE CHICKEN SHIT!!

Pictures taking... video shooting..... things would have been so fun and meaningful all thanks to my dear beside for the trip... Love you Dear~ =)

Look forward to the next overseas trip with my dear~~ OLEH OLEH~~
=D

Wonderful DAY

PASSED BASIC THEORY LOH!!!
Juz got to know the basic thery test is today morning from Jasmine yesterday.... was like 'huh.. tomorrow is the test?' Didn't realli study... juz browsed through thoroughly last night... then felt tired.... and slept.
Woke up this morning.... took a cab... juz browsed through a few pages again.... thatz it... 'ready for test.'

During the test was the most exciting part.

2 person were sitting biside mi... 1 left and 1 right... thought if i would be lucky enough to capy a little from them as they look rather experienced due to their age... 40 odds
The briefing started... 'PLZ TOUCH THE SCREEN TO GO TO THE MAIN PAGE BLAH BLAH BLAH' (to go to the main screen from screensaver... but the screen was already in the main page) I juz touched the screen once and i was like 'oopz... paiseh'(um chio) AND GUESSED WAT!!! The 2 guyz turned and look at mi... THEY THEY STARTED PRESSING THE SCREEN(when their page was also in the main page). I was like sian... plan demolished. (they are !@#!)

Exam started... as usual... the questions are kinda tricky...

5 min later... i heard the I.C said to an Indian guy... why you press [END TEST].... i cannot help you la... you can leave now... i was like... kaoz... this guy sway like shit...

Time passed... kept hearing pple asking the I.C wat to do if passed... consecutive 4-5... was like wow... so many pple passed... and stress came... the guy at my left stood up... i looked at his screen...[PASSED] i was kinda happy... cos thought most of the pple will pass... then i looked at the screen at my left... [FAILED] i sian diao...

After i completed... gotta press [END TEST] den result [PASSED] or [FAILED] I shut my eyes...and pressed. 'PAH' i opened my eyes and it stated 'are you sure you wanna end test now?'
i was like kaoz... i thought i can see the result liao... den i juz click [YES] and it show [PASSED]... HAPPY SIA!!! Tried calling my piggy Dear... But she was sleeping like a pig.... no choice... and i went back to work...

Don't know y... morale in office damn high... kept closing and receiving deposit... damn high... and the best thing is~~~~~~~ i am now with my piggy dear!!!

Pain

My dear is having headache again... everytime i see her tortured face... i feel so hurt... headache... assache... legache... stomachache... gastricache... finger ache... leg ache etc etc...
I don't regret to have her my dear eventhough... cos i love her... but she alwayz thought i do regret... =/

And everytime i see her get tortured... i will tempt to scold... n thatz because i'm mad at her... for not being able to take good care... and also mad at myself... for not being able to have her taking care.... well.. sometimes when i scold her... i feel even more hurt than she does... i think i'm kinda crazy....

I juz hope that the 'one' i love can live happy... and thatz all i ask for....

Dear~Dear~Dear~

Hmm... realized something weird recently....



My Dear and i are like having some small quarrels very frequently nowadays... is this part of what a strong relationship should encounter? If it is, i wish this will not affect much to this relationship we're having...

Dear... itz not cos my love for you is lesser... itz also not beccause i am onli showing my true colours onli recently... if you realize, everytime i'm mad at you... there's definitely a reason behind it... like you over drank... you're giving yourself unneccessary stress from your 'ex'... throwing temper for small things... i juz don't wish to see my love one living under such condition. Really hope you'll understand...

Well... the accident that happened in Bugis this afternoon was real loud... BEEEP BENG!! Omg... so many pple were there looking... i told Joan Singaporean are like that... KPOH... she juz picked up gambling recently... u asked her to look out for the license plate number to buy 4-D.. and she was like so gian... the end for you Joan~~ =D

Hong Kong trip coming!!! Counting down... hope my dear is as excited as i am... especially the Ocean Park... OMG,, Cool shit...

{Feeling tired}
Dear... I do cherish you... hope you'll cherish mi as much as i do... Cheerz~

HaPPY HOLIDAY

Wa Seh~~
today's really a challenging day for mi...
either i'll get $500++ or NOTHING for my commision!!

Damn faredup with that azz doctor... wasted my 2 hours from 5 to 7 plus...
so demoralised then... keep saying give her 1 night to consider...
gian gian but end up don't wanna confirm...

Lucky my saviour was outside waiting for mi to interview her... she looked so normal... didn't expect her to be my saviour... short of 8 packages... i offered her 8,9 or 10... to my amaze... she didn't consider much and she chose the most...!!!!!!

So.. sometimes.. expect the unexpected... miracles do happen... Oleh Oleh Guyz!!!

My insanity Dear

This Dear of mine ar... sometimes really don't know which word in the dictionary can be used to describe her... siao siao 1... as in crazy that siao siao... sour sweet bitter and spicy all in 1 lor... as in extreme 1... eat until my tongue have funny funny feeling... i think going siao siao soon also....
I guess this year's birthday is the most 'colourful' one i've ever had in my past 23 years... with my family... friends and my dear... all thanks to Miss Kimberley Han Xiao Dai... who planned the whole surprise for me that day... The present she gave mi was a round thingy... with i think a hundred over stars,,, all made of straws... and i could feel the time and hardwork put in for the present... no doubt dear... it was heart waming... 'xing ku' ni le.... Now... i'm looking forward to the HK trip with her.... Qi Dai~ Qi Dai wo men yao qu Hong Kong~ Wu Suo Bu Zai~ Wo zi ran er ran de guan huai~~ =D Love You my Dear...!!

Prawns!!!

Wow!!
Really had a great time prawning with my dear and sis yesterday.!!
Was my n Dear's first time prawning... was REeeeal good...
We started kind of pathetic... so many pple offered to help out... hahaz... Guess is because of the 2 chio boos beside mi bahz... =D

Really good to have a new activity to do with my dear... and she thought of learning Dota so she can join the 2 little brothers at home and mi to kill kill kill... =D Such a good Dear i've got... =D

Well... i look forward to the dayz ahead of us dear... !!!~~~ LOVE YA~~~~!!!

Pissed off

Really pissed off with the people around mi...

Selfish is bad enough... expect prople to help you... with you not willing to help out when people is in need of that... you're really a lousy person... I hate being taken advantage of my kindness and you did that...
Real disappointment...

First saying that you don't noe that i need help... than later say itz my problem... and you would rather help those people who doesn't need your help at all.... you are such a bull s**t...

And you got the cheek to tell others that the most successful person is those that will admit their mistakes when they have done one... you are such a double sided...

Whatever it is...
you're a loser........

Long live 21~~ =D

Time flew fast... just one glance and my dear's 21st birthday chalet ended with a beautiful full stop on the 29th August 2008.
Really enjoyed the days spent with her... that was really heart warming. ( Other than the sleeping part... and the stinging part by an unknown creature on my toe... everything seems fine)

Looking forward to more of the beautiful moments i'll be having... Love ya lotz my dear... =)

ItZ Driving Day!!!

Oh My My My....

Itz driving Day again... so excited... hahaz
Start to grab the hold of it already... thingz are getting easier!!
Kinda addicted to this driving thingy... and also kinda tempted to get a car soon... =X

My dear's birthday's coming!!
So look forward to that day!! 100 over people... Gonna be SO CROWDED!! Grand Party Celebration... "Hey Dear... Gonna be smiling like that ohz..." *^_________________________,,^*

This month's been a fulfilling month for mi for my interviewing thingy... juz less than 3 weeks so far and i got 100 over packages...all thanks to my hard work... my sincerity... and of course my ..............................................CAPABILITY... hehez...

Eye lid getting heavy.... shall stop here... gonna drive tomorrow... safety driving... i'll take 3 bottles of Carlsberg to cool myself before i drive tomorrow... HaHaz =D Joking nia lahz...

-_- z z z

My Love For You Is Genuine, Trust Mi

Ooh!! Durian!! Pasamalam Finger Food!!

Oh my god...

My dear and i bought SO much food back to her house for "IN HOUSE PARTY"!! The feeling was really good... Everybody was like sitting there... enjoying the food... chatting and joking arounnd...

One word to describe...
'Marvellous' !!

I wanna thank you, my dear, for being part of my life... puting up so much colours into it.... hope i'm doing the same to you... =)

I wanna let you know one thing, my love for you is genuine... and my heartbeat can be my witness.... it pumps double the speed of the average pace itz going ok... juz to let you know that itz true... =)

Hold my hand tight my dear... and we shall go through this wonderful new journey side by side....


I

View On Myself

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Happy 2 Month Anniversary Dear~~

Time flies... and 2 months has passed 19052008.....

Dear, you have brought so SO much difference to my life.
In my world before you, i lived outside my emotion, and didn't know where i was going.

Till the day i found you, you opened my life to a new paradise.
You made me become a better person, knowing how to control myself in things, know how to show my care and love for someone, and having a direction to move ahead of me.

Itz a blessing to have you Dear,
Loving you from the bottom of my heart.

Muuuackz
*^____________,,^*

Thatz Part of Life

Ooh... what a day... Things are alwayz not as simple as what people are thinking.Why can't the people around mi juz be wise and think out of the box? Why do i wanna make the scouters finish their 60 quota and go relax after that?
Thatz because i wanna let them at least have something to look forward to and not just scouting aimlessly juz because of the sake of doing it. Coz i know itz gonna be very very boring. And soon later, they will definitely request for resignation.
But some people juz think that i am the one who bring the standard down juz because they hit 60 and not more.
Why Jasmine can make joan hit 80 or 100 when she bring her out and why couldn't i?The time when Joan hit 80 to 100 was when she was new and fresh. And Joan was the only scouter at that time. Of course itz easy to get 80 people~ And now? I am bringing 5 scouters out... Total quota hit is 300~ and i have to take care of 5 person and not 1.
Some are even new.. and you can juz say that for Joan is very easy to handle... juz have to very take note of her facial expression... whether her engine is running low.. this and that. Bringing her out alone of course it's easy... especially when she was still new... try taking 5 scouters with 2 fresh ones inside, and with Joan and Firdaus saying that they are sick of doing this.. wanna resign etc... And you still have to orientate and guide Li Qing and Juny who are new. And still have to make sure everyone of them hit 80 names in list. With only oneLeader there, i would really like to know how i can do that. Anyway, Ivan says wanna get Patrick, Fengrui and mi out to see how Patrick leads. Let mi see how he do it WITHOUT mi and Rengrui's assisstance(i will request for that). Itz not as easy as what he imaagines. Shall see~~

My Dear was so sad over her friendship thingy from yesterday. From her tone i heard juz now.. i can sense the sorrow in her. And i know she cried(but she denied), i know that she is undergoing a very difficult time now. Knowing she will need a hero like mi to be beside her to share her sorrow... i took a cab over to her house. I am so content and glad to see that my presence actually made a difference.
Dear, i juz wanna let you know one thing. No matter what happens,you're never alone, coz you'll alwayz have mi by your side alright? Love ya lotz.

SO HAPPY!!!

I'm really reeaaalli happy that i hit my personal record for the interview i have done... don't know why.. but i feel that the force is actually from my Xiao Dai... Cos itz gonna be her birthday on August... which is the month i'll be getting my commision and bonus for this record. So... thank you Dear for giving mi the force to hit my quota... love ya lotz...
=)

Our 1st Month Anniversary night

After a long day work, Juz had the 1 month anniversary gift exchange with my dear juz now.. she was rather happy in seeing the gift i gave her.. it was a basket of roses with a male and a female bear in their wedding gown... so cute.
She gave mi a 'Light up cushion'... and told mi that she hope that she hope that she will light up my life, and show mi the way through my darkness, whenever i am lost.
Well, not everything goes so sweet though... She had a small Anniversary Greeting Card in front of the box of the cushion, thinking of giving mi a surprise upon opening the wrapper.
She hint mi to unwrap the wrapper slowly, part by part. hoping i will see the card and got the surprise.
God... I MISSED the card! I opened up the wrapper slowly... but i didn't see the card at all!!! She pretended nothing happened....
We had our chat etc like normal....
When i was about to leave, packed everything in my pocket... She brought out an envelope, tore it in front of mi slowly, saying 'i'm tearing it'. I took the envelope over from her hands and saw a card in the envelope.
Looking at the torn anniversary card, my heart was exactly the same as the card... torn. I could see the sadness in her eyes, sense the sadness from her expression.
I text her for forgiveness... asking her if she's ok... She replied that she should be the one who apologise for having the card small.
Reached home, I called her. She sounded positive, pretended to be strong, and said she's alright. From her voice, i could still hear the sadness, and i had a strong feeling that she just cried. She said she's tired, and wanna go to bed. Concerned, as she gotta wake up early the next day morning, i said 'Sure'. For mi, feeling tired. But i guess i'll have a better sleep if i have my feelings pasted here.
And thatz how we had our 1st month Anniversary.
Blessing in disguise, this is a 1st month anniversary and not a 1st year anniversary. Letz hope that my 1st year Anniversay with my Dear Han will be full of Fun and laughter... Peace and Joy!!

Juz For You

@,@ Yoo Hoo my dear~~ Happy 1 month Anniversary! I would like to let you know that you've been a really nice girlfriend.Though you really made me worried and mad at times, when you started thinking of doing something funny to yourself. I still love you that much. =)Sincerely hope that there will be more of such 1 month anniversary i will be seeing ahead. Not greedy, 1,200 months will be enough. =)Really thankful that i met you by chance in Reena's birthday, and now, having you part of my life.
Letz us be the sunshine of each other's ahead my Dear, and have our daily smiles like that:
*^________________,,^*
Love you alwayzMuuuaaaaackz =)

God Bless

Time flies... the precious moments of mi and my Dearest XiaoDai is coming to a month... i'm feeling so lucky to have her as my girl... so thankful to myself for making that crucial call to her that night to save my friendship with her... which lead to the relationship we are having now.... God Bless~~~

~TeLL Me~