Thursday, June 19, 2008

Our 1st Month Anniversary night

After a long day work, Juz had the 1 month anniversary gift exchange with my dear juz now.. she was rather happy in seeing the gift i gave her.. it was a basket of roses with a male and a female bear in their wedding gown... so cute.
She gave mi a 'Light up cushion'... and told mi that she hope that she hope that she will light up my life, and show mi the way through my darkness, whenever i am lost.
Well, not everything goes so sweet though... She had a small Anniversary Greeting Card in front of the box of the cushion, thinking of giving mi a surprise upon opening the wrapper.
She hint mi to unwrap the wrapper slowly, part by part. hoping i will see the card and got the surprise.
God... I MISSED the card! I opened up the wrapper slowly... but i didn't see the card at all!!! She pretended nothing happened....
We had our chat etc like normal....
When i was about to leave, packed everything in my pocket... She brought out an envelope, tore it in front of mi slowly, saying 'i'm tearing it'. I took the envelope over from her hands and saw a card in the envelope.
Looking at the torn anniversary card, my heart was exactly the same as the card... torn. I could see the sadness in her eyes, sense the sadness from her expression.
I text her for forgiveness... asking her if she's ok... She replied that she should be the one who apologise for having the card small.
Reached home, I called her. She sounded positive, pretended to be strong, and said she's alright. From her voice, i could still hear the sadness, and i had a strong feeling that she just cried. She said she's tired, and wanna go to bed. Concerned, as she gotta wake up early the next day morning, i said 'Sure'. For mi, feeling tired. But i guess i'll have a better sleep if i have my feelings pasted here.
And thatz how we had our 1st month Anniversary.
Blessing in disguise, this is a 1st month anniversary and not a 1st year anniversary. Letz hope that my 1st year Anniversay with my Dear Han will be full of Fun and laughter... Peace and Joy!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Seeing you being so considerate and understanding really make my parents and me feel glad.
Having you by my parent's side help them,make them happy lots and having you by my side make me feel i'm alive.
Thanks for everything..
Lets hopr for a better tomorrow..
=)cheerz ahdear!!

Enjoy tomorrows night..
Hurray..=)

Anonymous said...

Sorry if i've not been an understanding galfren.Keep making you worry and worry.still worry~
Feel that i'm not a good gf at all lorz..Hmmm..